future

what's future?
is it just a bunch of expectations by others that is enforced towards ourselves??
or is it our own expectations?
is it just an imagination?
or a reality?
is it the time further than previous?
is next minute considered as future?
Maybe it does..
thinking on future i am..
wondering what to do for it i try..
the fate everything has..
just depend on our doings..
if we do it good, the fate it will be..
similar in the contrast..
doing good in future..
unless u are ready to regret.. =)

just a sudden expression

it is the beginning of the day..
looking around the room..
it is so cold..
no doubt it is still winter..
the weather is odd..
rising up and down..
the wind chill freezes my hands..
so does the house..
no ppl around..
make me feel further eagerness..
to get back to the old time..
when i close my eyes..
i could barely hear voices in memory..
since they warm my heart..
and my eyes..
i hope time can reverse..

quarrel

quarrel never brings good..
quarrel never brings peace..
quarrel never brings love..
quarrel never brings satisfaction..
quarrel never brings harmony..

quarrel only makes everything worse..
quarrel only makes everyone uneasy..
quarrel only makes wounds deeper..
quarrel only makes love deteriorates..
quarrel only makes the one who loves u sad..

do appreciate whatever u have..
do appreciate whoever u love..
do appreciate whenever u r loved..
do appreciate however he does something wrong..
because he is your loved one and u r his loved one..
because the relationship means toleration between each other..
to bring the life to a better one.. but not to ruin the life of both..
do remember that..

appreciation

appreciation..
it is a complicated feeling..
it is a unexplainable feeling..
it is a favorable feeling..
it is a lovely feeling..

appreciation..
it is hard to realize..
it is hard to understand..
it is hard to remember..
it is hard to discover..

appreciation..
many don't know how to appreciate..
many don't know how good the people around are to them..
many don't know appreciation is a reward for others..
many don't know appreciation brings peace to the world..
hope u all learn to appreciate everything around..
=)

its new year

a different new year it is..
the first time i celebrated until four..
there is no countdown actually..
only the songs played and played all around..
singing singing all the time..
until the tiredness alerted us..
everyone's back for their sleep..
as it is holiday the next day..
that is anticipated by everyone..
hoping time slows down as much as it can..
but it is helpless with hope..

christmas

its a bit late to talk about my Christmas right now since it is approaching new year..
the time right now is 10.19pm.. 31 of Dec 2009..
im right now in the house that i will be staying for uncertain period..
A different new year is right ahead..
talk bout the christmas..
an entirely different christmas in the past that i have been through..
on the christmas eve.. there is no christmas feeling here..
only i can see are the decorated Christmas tree and light bulbs everywhere..
but there is no christmas atmosphere..
I cant see anyone on the road..
it is so quiet.. no christmas songs.. no santa distributes the presents..
my sis, bro in law, me and two of their friends went to visit their friend in St louis..
it is a very long journey from daphne.. eat up around 10 hours..
sitting in the car until my ass flat..
when arrive at st louis.. i thought we arrive at an isolated place..
as it is pretty cold outside and quiet either..
i can see no one walking outside..
i can see the strong wind blowing outside..
i can see the dust flown up outside..
i can see the old building keeping their patterns all the time..
after i was there for 5 days..
my christmas just pass like tat..

im here in my new house

im here in my new house..
a house that is pretty designed..
a house that has one storey..
a house that is cold and silent..
during the day..
as they are out for work..
the dawn comes earlier..
only at night there would be some noises..
warm the house up..
sleep and sleep..
tats wat i do alone in the house..
good bye my fellow frens..
take care ya in sibu..