christmas

its a bit late to talk about my Christmas right now since it is approaching new year..
the time right now is 10.19pm.. 31 of Dec 2009..
im right now in the house that i will be staying for uncertain period..
A different new year is right ahead..
talk bout the christmas..
an entirely different christmas in the past that i have been through..
on the christmas eve.. there is no christmas feeling here..
only i can see are the decorated Christmas tree and light bulbs everywhere..
but there is no christmas atmosphere..
I cant see anyone on the road..
it is so quiet.. no christmas songs.. no santa distributes the presents..
my sis, bro in law, me and two of their friends went to visit their friend in St louis..
it is a very long journey from daphne.. eat up around 10 hours..
sitting in the car until my ass flat..
when arrive at st louis.. i thought we arrive at an isolated place..
as it is pretty cold outside and quiet either..
i can see no one walking outside..
i can see the strong wind blowing outside..
i can see the dust flown up outside..
i can see the old building keeping their patterns all the time..
after i was there for 5 days..
my christmas just pass like tat..

im here in my new house

im here in my new house..
a house that is pretty designed..
a house that has one storey..
a house that is cold and silent..
during the day..
as they are out for work..
the dawn comes earlier..
only at night there would be some noises..
warm the house up..
sleep and sleep..
tats wat i do alone in the house..
good bye my fellow frens..
take care ya in sibu..

the night

its the last night in Sibu for me in this year..
i dunno why im quite down..
when i see her tears roll down..
it strikes my heart like thorns..
U make me feel so down..
unexplainable feeling..
good night and good bye my fellow friends..
and take care.. my baby..